day5

itsalljustadream.

By dreams...do you mean the fantasies we conscript in our heads when we're restin' up for tomorrows battle of life? Or the goals we strive towards, things we'd like to see when the end is near.

If these dreams are the fantasies, then it would do well to start with some personal trivia.

FACT:
I have not dreamed at all for the past 7 years of my life.

Well, maybe not "dreamed" but "remembered" a dream. For a dream can happen, but when it ends, the strings that connect it to yourself is ended as well. Through some off chance, the dream may become reality, becoming what is know as deja vu.

I have dreamed of many things. Actually, that was a lie, I've only dreamed + remembered about 4 dreams.

1. Somehow, swimming in the air allows you to fly. We played...flying tag...or something allow those lines in the air. The teachers would get really annoyed if we flew too high, and did butterfly at a 90 degree angle to bring us down. Fun.
2. Some random alien with a lazer-ray-thingy came into a library in which me + my parents were apparently sleeping in. The aliens zapped mom + dad into ash and i just cried. Then the aliens left in a (magic) school bus to somewhere else. lol.
3. I grew to 190cm at age 7 and played professional basketball. b-shit, yes, i know. But a dream is a dream, no matter how far out it may seem.
4. I was flying...without any support at all, above downtown. Even though i'm scared oh heights. D:

Yeah, my dreams are just...weird. But believe me, my life is weirder.

Anyways...

But if it's goal dreams that we're talking about here, then my number one goal is to...be un-afraid of heights!

Though it should've been make her like me, but meh.

Heights. I'm scared sh-tless by 'em. I love the scenery that the height gets you, and i've dreamed about flying many times! But heights are just...the worst. I don't know if it's genetic in tall people(not saying I'm tall), because many tall people i nkow are afraid of them too. Unless you count like...sean. : D!

jk sean, we still love you.♥

But..if i ever achieve that goal, what else is there in store for me? What other dream will come next?

"This is not the end, another dream is waiting to begin."

ENDDAY5.