day7

theforbiddenone.

The one i swore to myself to never think of again, the one that i wish to never dream of again, but continue to. Her.

Yes, I've mentioned quite a few "her"s already, but every time it's different.

I remember confessing to her a while back, but being to coward i was, i quickly hid it with....stuff. :)

Though, she acted differently towards me for a day or so, gradually it disappeared and everything was normal again.

I wonder if she saw it.

I wonder if she thought about it.

I wonder if it was unrequited.

I hope it wasn't.

Though I now hope it was.

I hope no one knew.

And I hope no one knows either.

I'd much rather for this to stay hidden, deep, down in the pits of hell.

Where no one will see it.

But I know,
I know...
...That things have to go on.
And that things...

have to come to the surface.

Dear cz,
:').

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