day1

trulyimportantfriend.


Hmm...
I can't say I can really choose one.

I think my only BEST FRIEND was Bill.
Too bad he had to transfer to stupid saints. But at least he's fine there.

There a couple things i'd like to say to him, but i don't have the heart to do it.

For one, I think he is making friends with the wrong people. Sure, they are all rich and smart (supposedly), but they give me a bad vibe. Maybe it's because i don't want them to take him away? If that doesn't sound cheesy. Sure, he's more carefree and all, but I think everyone would eventually open themselves up.

I realize I don't have the right to say that people will eventually open themselves up. I don't even know WHEN i opened myself up. Surely it was sometime this year, or late 2nd term or 3rd of last year. Not really sure, but it was around then.

Truth be told, i don't really know WHY i decided to throw away my restrictions, and fall for my desires. I used to place finishing homework above all else, Not speak up during class without being allowed to speak first, never swear at school unless it was 100% obvious that there were no teachers around. I'd never speak my mind, never suggest ideas, never do anything remotely out of place, like crack a joke during class or say something bizarre as an introduction.

Though i'm getting off topic here, i'll save the rest for some other time.

Two, Saints is NOT a good place.

Sure, it may have been the top school in BC for quite some time, but that doesn't mean it's actually produces smart kids. From what i've heard, saints has biased teachers, abusive teachers, pedophilic teachers(before) and more. Their students aren't actually smart, they spend their time playing games like starcraft, COD and dota.

Sometimes, if a class is really dropping the teacher will purposely bump kids up to keep with their record. Thisis one of the most foul ways to achieve greatness. by cheating.

And sicne they are a public school, VSB doesn't check them for it, they do everything themselves, so everything is kept to themselves. it's like a drug house, that no one ever bothers to check, no matter how suspicious it is.

Bill, i think you need to think about what you prioritize in life. Though, i know you think about it sometimes, since you've asked me about university and stuff, but seriously, i'd take a school that isn't as bad inside, but with an ugly outside anyday instead of saints.

Guess it's time for some positive notes..

Hmm...I guess it's hard for me to pick out good traits from people. It's like I take it for granted that they'll accept me for who I am and changes I go through, that they won't betray my trust, and will be just as kind back.

Bill, you used to be shy about things, and really really modest. I liked how sometimes i'd wake up, go to school and sometime during school, there was something for me, from you. I don't deserve them, like the game, the toy and the card. I really don't. I think you deserve these luxuries more than i do.

If it weren't for you, i think i just might have believed that all rich people are mean, angry, raging trolls. It's what you give, it's how you give it that matters.

Bill,
Thank you.

ENDDAY1.